Heart Beat, Heart Sank

I've gotten the reply from him. How nice to hear from him again, after about a month. Things sure change within a month. Oh well, I think I gonna put my heart into driving and school then.

My heart was actually happy for a moment, then it sank cause I realize that this crush has to end. I really don't know how to react. Oh well, I guess this is best wake-up call for me to channel all my energy to driving and getting my license.

Loved and take care.

*Edited

I was just thinking, why do Singaporeans parents don't give their children encouragement when they are feeling negative about something, like failing a subjects or screwing up a driving lessons? Instead they will go on about the negatives and making you feel even shitty. I really don't get it. Oh well, it could a source of motivation I guess.

Anyway, someone just now told me online that going through a heart break will help you understand yourself better. How true is that? Oh well, seriously I don't want to think about it cause right now my fucking priority is to get driving license. I swear I need it badly and I need to get it this time round. So please, people please pray for me to get my license.

I think things are bound to change, between you and me, but is ever great to hear from you. Hope to hear from you soon.
Loved and take care.